Often, while getting a massage, emotions will surface unexpectedly. The other day, while Phil was working deep into my left arm, I began to cry. I was instantly aware of the emotion: FEAR. And I instantly knew it was fear of leaving Gregory home alone while I was at Ragdale. Now come the questions. Fear for him or fear for me? Fear that he would not be able to function, or that I would not be able. Fear at what I will discover with my “two weeks off” from being caregiver?